My budding wish list of photos to take

I have such luck in finding the great male counterparts to my naughty undertakings. I was reading a blog by one whom I admire (Mon) and my imagination took off. I've never gotten to photograph anyone in the order of sexual adventure and his would be so delicious to capture. I don't know if what he writes is real but the idea of it is enticing. So many possibilities and his newest endeavor would lend itself to such an opportunity. 


Think of it...a woman tied to a stool, arse up with pretty lacey things on getting a spanking. How does that NOT sound like fun? Oh the possibilities...


I do wonder what sort of element it would add to the participants as well. I guess I have something new to imagine when my hand moves between the sticky need. Would my watchful eye make the adventure more exciting? Would my own arousal make the atmosphere more charged and exhilarating? 


I do love the idea of being watched, it is a repetitive fantasy of mine so being on the camera end would be fun as well. I do love to watch porn, seeing sexual expression and capturing the primal...so it all sounds great to me. 


I'm off to bed...my imagination needs an outlet.

Delight me...tickle me...tempt me

Sometimes I search through Flickr to find something that sparks my imagination, desire or to plain ol entertain me and tonight I found myself wondering why I can't find anything new. By new I mean inventive or just plain sexy. I did find some beautifully done cunts, the lighting was nice and the POV was great and I do adore the capture of wetness...

Taken in 2008

Still, I find myself longing for the early days of Flickr when all seemed new and exciting. Each time I would log in my hand would find it's way in between the soft wet flesh for release. It would start with the pressure, that sensation I get when I'm aroused, and I would keep looking and reading and exploring until I had a need that was too large to ignore. When I started on Flickr it was because a friend of mine and I did some body painting. One thing lead to another and we ended up with some fantastic work. He did all the painting and I laid there...yeah and I shot the photos which isn't easy when you are covered in paint. I would do this again in a heart beat with my art buddy, I think he enjoyed it too. (These were taken by me and were among my favorite shots of the process. Ultimately we made prints from this.)I'll admit the sensation was more than delightful when I wasn't shivering from the cold paint. I did really enjoy shooting myself like this all covered in color because it was oddly anonymous and more than just skin. This endeavor led me to shooting self nudes and as they say...the rest is history, Rumpled Muse was born.

Back to my train of thought...Flickr...Now I can look at photos for hours and not develop more than a passing interest. I have figured out that I enjoy viewing women's nude and erotic work more than men. It isn't that I find the human form more beautiful based on gender but maybe it's because I can see myself in their photos. Some days I would love to throw my "art" aside and just shoot some nasty dirty photos and show the world. Ya know the kind where cum drips from between my spread open lips. There is a high erotic value to those in the simplest raw form. But my vanity holds me in check, and each time I think about opening an account to make public that dirty girl I shrink back.


I entertain the idea of phone sex for money because I think I would enjoy myself a lot and why not get paid for something you enjoy. I'm still considering selling my used panties because it is a strange ego boost and I like the kink. I wonder what it would be like to go to adult clubs or resorts where everyone has as much sex on the brain as I do but I don't have the funds for a resort and I would feel more comfortable going with someone to a club. I used to write erotic stories with friends, more of a back and forth journey and that was fun but I didn't get that turned on, not like I do when reading erotica. 


I think the most fun I had was masturbating on video for a Flickr contact of mine. I would film my masturbation and then he filmed himself watching my video for the first time. The great part was that I could see the computer screen, watching him watch me. Then I would watch the video of him and film myself masturbating...back and forth. Once we got 8 turns into one video. Now that was fun. I do enjoy the thought of someone watching me masturbate.I wonder if he would let me "release" any of those videos into the wild?


I need something new to tempt me, tickle me and delight me....

Flavor of the Month

I decided that each month I would introduce one of my favorite flavors. My tastes vary, and certainly think that variety is a spicy way to live life. I have been posting photos on Flickr for almost 3 years and I have found many interesting people with an enormous amount of kink to say the least.
Over the years I have made friends, enemies, given out a good deal of jealousy beans and met the partner I'm living with now. Up, down and inside out is what happens on the racy side of Flickr. There are some gorgeous people that ignite the imagination, as an artist, a woman and a naughty girl. So my flavor of the month is going to showcase some of my favorites...Each month my favorite will be for a different reason, some are just plainly talented, some are just sexy and some are just real in a emotional sense.


On second thought, maybe the one a month is a little over ambitious considering I can't find time to take my own photos. And the second person (female) I asked to do this declined. It never occurred to me that asking permission to post a few photos would turn out to be a big deal considering I wasn't asking for "face" shots. 


Well, back to the drawing board with this but I think I will still post one, hopefully soon, and see if I can lure anyone else onto my blog....(insert evil laugh)

What no photo!?!

I seem to be at a stand still creatively and it's mostly because I can't carve out the time in a week to just be creative. My photos have dropped to an all time low and so has my masturbation! What the fuck is going on? 


I skipped around Flickr tonight before I logged in to write a blog and wondered where all the sex went in my life. I am closing in on my second sexual prime and my vagina has dust on it. I don't get it...I want sex. I want quiet sweet sex, dirty sex, experimental sex, solo sex, sex recorded with photos or videos...lights on sex, in the back of a car, at a rest stop, in the movies, in the bathroom...I just want sex!


I think I'm over the online dating thing. I think I could still do a one night stand pick up from a bar but even that isn't so charming in real time. I would like to meet someone that has the same drive as I do and then we could just be fuck buddies. I know...I know...it never stays like that but I'm willing to risk it. I can do sex without being emotional a lot of the time so...can't I just get laid?'


Maybe I should do a personal? Anyone care to write it for me so I can just post it. Yes, I am that lazy. So now I guess I need a pimp so I can get laid. Huh...Do I take a personal out for that too? Maybe I should start a phone sex business so at least I can play with others and not feel bad about the time it's taking because I am for god sakes getting paid for it. 


I did get an offer to sell my panties which I am seriously considering. Seems like easy work. All I have to do is wear my thong or panties and then send them off in the mail and money shows up in my pay pal account. Brilliant right? Yeah, it does seem kinky and naughty and I think that is just what I need right now. A little kinky and naughty is exactly what I need. Unfortunately, right now I can only browse through photos online because I don't even have any good porn to watch. Now I need ideas on where to find some good porn. I want lesbian porn, gay male porn, beautiful woman masturbating and real people fucking. When I say real people I still mean pretty...I am fascinated with big breasts so that would be fun to watch too. I have an odd curiosity with what goes on in the few adult movie places left, rest stops and group orgies but nothing with furry stuffies or clowns.


Links...I need links! I need a publisist/pimp and I need more sex. Yeah...now I have a list and maybe I can find some time to execute it. 




Or not....

Fat Tuesday

I was raised a good catholic girl so in observance of the day before Lent, I celebrated Fat Tuesday by taking photos. I didn't over eat, had only one glass of wine but I did put on the beads...I actually never flashed for beads, men just handed them over and I have no idea why. I have a mountain of them, even some from New Orleans...

I've given out more than I got because I'm a generous person and I do so love a good flash. I used to carry around really crap beads for the not so great flash and fantastic beads for the super flash. I rate the super flash as a pair of really fantastic breasts, or a ton of courage or a attractive guy that is willing to give me a cock peek. The crap flash is fake tits, or porn star wanna-be dress up girls. I get that our current culture is all about women looking like they just stepped off the set in the Valley but I am not that easily persuaded. I want real, or fakes that have a natural look to them. Basically I want something that is going to feel good in my mouth and not like I'm trying to inflate a party balloon.

I often fantasize what it would be like to wander the crowded streets with nothing on but beads and some sexy skirt (no panties). It appeals to my exhibitionist nature but the thrill might be too much and I would need to constantly use a hanky to wipe the drool from my cunt. 


So happy Fat Tuesday...

Series of Unfortunate Events

When I find myself faced with a stream of events that is disappointing, hurtful or sad my libidio shrivels up and dies. I often imagine my ovaries packing their little suitcases and heading out the door saying over their imagined shoulders in a grumpy old man voice, "and we're taking the tubes with us".


It's difficult to write about sexuality when the hormone makers have left the building. Things are put in a perspective that sex has no right to be in. The BIG picture sucks! I would much rather tend to things immediately and not let it drag on into the future. But alas, I do not have control over what other people want to keep alive and how to filter it out.

So Valentine's Day was a fiasco, and yesterday was not any better so I'm not feeling too sexy. I popped over to Flickr and even that didn't help. So I googled naughty because by definition it is being badly behaved, wicked and disobedient and it was pretty funny. I especially like the child covered in panty liners photo and the first place goat that came up on the image search. Now I get the whole lost in translation thing but why would a photo of a cop from a Bollywood movie come up? I really need to start tagging my posts with more variety!


Luscious proved to be an even better search, I got vanilla flavored condoms, a bowling ball illustration with arrow pointing to the "three luscious holes, many many woman and some chocolate to boot. 


Next I googled sex thinking there was bound to be some sort of eye candy that would coax the little grumpy guy ovaries back into the barn and well...a photo of Prince Harry groping some poor blonde's tits didn't do it for me. The link to porn hub came up and I considered it for a moment but the house isn't empty and won't be for some time so my porn research will have to wait.


(Sipping green tea and pondering)


Then I found a book called, "The Ancient Book of Sex and Science" and ta-da...my morning was made! Okay, maybe not my whole morning, I'm still tired and I have to take the puppy out for a long walk but it is something.


My vagina may still be on strike but...at least there is some fun artwork to pass the time.

V day

I don't actually celebrate the Hallmark Day of Hearts. Each year I try to bring something unique to the table on this day of fairy tales by listing some facts and giving it back to the history it came from. For many years I just celebrated my vagina and called it V day...taking back the cunt!


So this year I decided to focus on another part of my female anatomy, my nipple. I have extremely sensitive nipples so often they get man handled before they are ready. Yes, they can endure a fair amount of eager attention but they need to be led there...soft at first...coaxing in a way. 


I do love having them played with in a variety of ways. A suck there, a nibble here and the occasional tender bite. The time and attention does not go unrewarded because it sends a morse code directly to my pussy and in turn it responds with a wet thank you. 


So today, if you have someone to celebrate with, don't forget the nipple!And if you are flying solo, don't forget the nipple! It only takes one hand to show your appreciation.

I swear it tastes like chocolate! Give it a try if you don't believe me.