What no photo!?!

I seem to be at a stand still creatively and it's mostly because I can't carve out the time in a week to just be creative. My photos have dropped to an all time low and so has my masturbation! What the fuck is going on? 


I skipped around Flickr tonight before I logged in to write a blog and wondered where all the sex went in my life. I am closing in on my second sexual prime and my vagina has dust on it. I don't get it...I want sex. I want quiet sweet sex, dirty sex, experimental sex, solo sex, sex recorded with photos or videos...lights on sex, in the back of a car, at a rest stop, in the movies, in the bathroom...I just want sex!


I think I'm over the online dating thing. I think I could still do a one night stand pick up from a bar but even that isn't so charming in real time. I would like to meet someone that has the same drive as I do and then we could just be fuck buddies. I know...I know...it never stays like that but I'm willing to risk it. I can do sex without being emotional a lot of the time so...can't I just get laid?'


Maybe I should do a personal? Anyone care to write it for me so I can just post it. Yes, I am that lazy. So now I guess I need a pimp so I can get laid. Huh...Do I take a personal out for that too? Maybe I should start a phone sex business so at least I can play with others and not feel bad about the time it's taking because I am for god sakes getting paid for it. 


I did get an offer to sell my panties which I am seriously considering. Seems like easy work. All I have to do is wear my thong or panties and then send them off in the mail and money shows up in my pay pal account. Brilliant right? Yeah, it does seem kinky and naughty and I think that is just what I need right now. A little kinky and naughty is exactly what I need. Unfortunately, right now I can only browse through photos online because I don't even have any good porn to watch. Now I need ideas on where to find some good porn. I want lesbian porn, gay male porn, beautiful woman masturbating and real people fucking. When I say real people I still mean pretty...I am fascinated with big breasts so that would be fun to watch too. I have an odd curiosity with what goes on in the few adult movie places left, rest stops and group orgies but nothing with furry stuffies or clowns.


Links...I need links! I need a publisist/pimp and I need more sex. Yeah...now I have a list and maybe I can find some time to execute it. 




Or not....